see me let go

i'm going backwards but i feel like thats the first step in me moving forward.
i want to help you out, i want to change your life but sometimes only in the hopes of that changing mine. selfish i guess but i can't help it.
in order to get out of the attic you have to first get off your ass.
i know i can do this for you but first we both have to want it to happen.
breathe easy, only most of the time. i.

mad to live?

FF5, sidestage warped 08.


i read somewhere once that while you're falling asleep, if you imagine a door in the back of your neck, and as you doze of, you imagine your soul leaving your body through that door, and traveling to the neck of the person you want or love or want to love, that person will dream of you..
i do it all the time, one day i'll ask someone to see if it works.
probably doesn't but it's a fun little idea..
actually, i probably won't ask someone someday. sometimes it's better believing.
missyou.
breathe easy. i.

back down the bully to the back of the bus, cause it's time for them to be scared of us.

i miss being motivated. i'm gonna do shit again. cool shit!
one thing i think i've come to realize is that there's no use in wondering what might have happened. because whatever happened, is the only thing that ever could have happened. no other reality ever existed, or was ever meant to exist. so you can't worry over something that never had the possibility of occuring.. i'm not even sure that makes sense, but i believe it.



it doesn't matter what you think, it doesn't matter how you feel, your plans don't mean a thing. the only thing that means ANYthing is what you do, how you act. noone knows your potential until you turn it into something tangible. pick your favorite dream, the one you don't think you can accomplish, and do it. and if you don't carry it out exactly as planned, the things you learn while trying might bring you somewhere greater than where you originally intended to be.
we'll be okay.

breathe easy. i.

sleep walking it's your dreams talking

my reality right now is about 95% in my head.
i'll fall asleep and dream of you,
and in my mind,
you do the same.

i